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Name: Mariana
Birthday: 1/1/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: hmm--movies, people, writing, food, RTA, working w/kids, IM, Xanga
Expertise: I am so very good at--writing, negotiation, soccer, Latin, manipulation, procrastinating, getting grounded
Occupation: Unemployed/Between Jobs
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Monday, March 27, 2006

so, two months later, is it time for an update?

well, let's see--what exactly has been going on in my life since my last post?? 

JosB's 18th birthday party--which was una fiesta maravillosa!! [[and i'm still wondering what exactly was in that last present. . .]]
I decided that I'm not going to Steubenville again this year. . .
I got a myspace, which isnt as fan-tab-ulous as I thought it would be, although i like the photo space a ton. . .
RTA and Whitver continue, and i ended up not having a spring break because of crazy schedule stuff plus other work. . .
third quarter report cards were fine, if a little bit boring. . .
i know where i'm going to school in the fall: Belmont Abbey College, outside Charlotte, North Carolina. . .
I received the Presidential Scholarship to Belmont Abbey. . .
someone asked me if i'm going to become a nun because i'm going to Belmont Abbey. . .
I fell in love with the poetry of T.S.Eliot. . .
Trese took some more amazing senior pictures of me, at the Greenway and at my great-uncle's farm in West Tennessee. . .
Michael finally decided to dissolve his leash. . .
RTA Swing Dance was pretty sweet--i love dancing!!
We're practicing insanely for the Classical Choir Concert in two weeks, learning three new pieces, including one that the Mid-State choir does. . .
Went to the gradjeeationing meeting, and found out that i have to have a black dress. . .
Ordered my dress online from Nordstrom, and it should be here any day now. . .
Went out for lunch at RTA, when I printed my yearbook pics and had Chick-Fil-A. . .
Pegged Sean in the face with an eraser in 2nd period study hall--beautiful moment. . .
Ordered my new *green* contacts, which are amazing. . .
Drove to North Carolina this past weekend for Accepted Student Day, which was pretty cool, all things considered. . .
Went to the zoo this afternoon with Leash, Rico, Cam, Steven, Trese, the three munchkins, Conor, Lloyd and the madres. . .
Saw some. . .interesting. . .meerkats at the zoo this afternoon
Tonight, i found out that my new emo/librarian/college student frames have issues. . Ordered new emo/librarian/college student frames tonight. . .

 Things are going to be even more busy during April and May.  I have the Choir Concert, Trese's 16th birthday, Holy Week, Easter Vigil Mass, Whitver Senior Toast, RTA's Senior Blessing, Teen Banquet, finals, and ultimately, GRADUATION.

My life is so crazy amazing, awful beautiful. }:{

"And what there is to conquer
By strength and submission, has already been discovered
Once or twice, or several times, by men whom one cannot hope
To emulate—but there is no competition—
There is only the fight to recover what has been lost
And found and lost again and again: and now, under conditions
That seem unpropitious. But perhaps neither gain nor loss.
For us, there is only the trying. The rest is not our business."

~~ from "Four Quartets"
                          by T.S. Eliot


Wednesday, January 18, 2006

in the words of the great Josh Coker:

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Sunday, January 08, 2006

Currently Listening
Nothing Is Sound
By Switchfoot

see related
- The Setting Sun

Are You Tired Too?

i've kept so many things inside me for so long. . .
now i don't know where to begin. . .

i'm so tired. . .

. . .of being afraid to let myself be intelligent and interesting and brilliant.

. . .of going to sleep at two and not getting up until noon.

. . .of looking in the mirror and thinking that there is no reason to be beautiful.

. . .of running away from things i'm afraid of.

. . .of the lack of balance in my existence.

. . .of not being able to have an intelligent conversation.

. . .of being too stressed to see how amazing my life is.

. . .of the lack of "kindred spirits" in my life.

Maybe i'm really trying to say that i'm tired of being different.  But my heart tells me that i don't want to change who i am.  I'm not tired of being different.  I'm tired of it not being okay for me to be different}:{


Thursday, January 05, 2006

and my world is crashing down around me. . .

"tell me, what's going on inside of me---i despise my own behavior. . ."

"yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead / Yesterday is a promise that you've broken. . ."

"it'll be a day like this one / when the world caves in. . ."

"happy is a yuppie word / happy is the man who's lost it all. . ."

and yet, somehow, life does go on.

 


Sunday, January 01, 2006

Today is my sister's 18th Birthday!!!
Yes, she's a new years baby...so leave her some love.

P.S. I love you Mariana!
Love,
Teresa


Isn't she amazingly beautiful?


*sigh* She makes me happy.

Happy New Years Everyone!!!



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